So, I lost my virginity on Saturday night. I am 22 years old and it finally happened. I was waiting for “the right guy” and I was damn sure that Caleb was it. That was until he looked at me right after and said “Sorry, but I can’t do this. I need to be single.” and got dressed and walked out. Leaving me scared and hurt - in more than one way.
Here’s the thing, girls, hold onto your virginity. I understand the pressure and all that, but for the love of all that is good and holy - hold onto it. It’s not all it’s cracked up to be. And it sure won’t make the guy stay.
I have been in a horrible mood since it happened, because I’m trying to find something to do with all that I’m feeling. I’m mad and hurt. I feel regretful. I’m ashamed. It’s just overwhelming.